Saturday, 24 November 2012

After exam , Graduation night


Wow, what a long time never update my blog. Friends have been asking me , “What ? u said u wanna be a blogger and now ur blog is dead .=_=”Well the reason is that I’ve been really stressed out and kinda lost for the past few months.


Everyone has been telling me O level is just a very small thing, but I just don’t know why I see it as such a big thing. And of course my short-term memory got so bad that I really have to study last minute because if I study one week before, I will forget things I’ve studied. Before O level, I did have some issues with my family members, and it affected me. I even thought of running away from home because of my mum’s husband has been driving us crazy.( this is so funny because I got nowhere to go , plus I would need to bring all  my books, clothes , uniform with me , what? NO WAY!! ENDURING IS THE ONLY WAY TO SOLVE PROBLEM, haha so i endure,with my tears.) I am the type of person that gets really panic in exam and  once I panic, I really forget everything, and that’s the worst could happen to me in exam. The worst when I feel like the world is really ending is when those topic I focus on to study never came out .=_= well it’s over . …..^_^


After O level, I should say I am the type of ppl that would think a lot. I don’t know why and how I can think of so many things. I got quite a lot of dream that I got my results and all failed. Even though is just a dream but I would spent the whole day thinking about it. (Why am I such a weirdo?)haha LOL!!


Graduation night is of course a big thing for us. We've been waiting for this day!!! We've been really excited. Well, we got about 2 weeks to prepare for prom. Of course I really would wish to use these 2 weeks to get some weight lost and look nice. Unfortunately my weight just wouldn’t cooperate with me and it didn’t go down but went up a bit.(what? NOOOO!!!!!!) And during prom, the only teacher I wished to avoid and meet is none others than my Gym /PE teacher. Whenever there’s PE lesson or when I got the chance to bump into him (which is quite unlucky LOL )His favorite sentence will be , “ have u been exercising regularly?” “U are gaining weight again, and getting fatter and fatter. Better watch out for ur weight”=_=


Before prom I tried to eat only 2 meals per day which are breakfast and dinner. I tried to skip lunch. I tried running but that just wouldn’t work. After 5 minutes of running, my whole body will get so itchy and rashers appears everywhere on my legs. Wanted to go Gym but I am too lazy.



So every day when I woke up , I would search for my weighing scale & only mum knows where is it.
“MI MI , weighing scale 在那里?( where’s the weighing scale?)”  A question that I would ask my mum every day.
Then when I stand on the weighing scale, I would call my brother come and help me look at how heavy am I (because the number on the weighing scale is too small , I can’t read when I am standing and I don’t dare to bend down and look, afraid that I would become heavier ).LOL
“DIDI, 多少uh ?( when I am asking my brother how heavy am I) Then my brother will be very pissed off because he is playing his games .
“XX lah !!!” ( he will tell me ) After that I would be like WHAT? NO WAY !!!
真的meh ? 你有没有看错?看清楚leh !”( really? Did u see wrongly ? look carefully!)
Then he will get more pissed and said “Wa lao !你不会自己看meh?不相信,不要叫我看啦!”LOL!!!
So the summary of the story is , I didn’t managed to lost any of the weight . =_= 

Getting ready for prom, doing all the make ups 


Finally done with all the make ups!!

My Primary two friend Wan Zhi shy over camera , LOL

 We are so "kia su" that are are the first to reach the place , therefore we went there to take some pictures first because we seriously has nothing to do. LOL

                                                      cali xiao wa wa !!!!



                                             Argh!!make ups melts before the dinner starts, look a bit 
                                             like panda , LOL

                                               someone that is really pro is math

                                                     Most handsome Chinese boy in class
                                                        Most handsome Brother !!!
                                                   The toilet light is nice !! LOL

                                                                  My Ah zen !!!
                                                          with beautiful Ya wen
                                                      aw, prom is the only day wan zhi agrees to take pictures with me
 
                                               With the most nice and funny zuyu !!!
                                   Love this pic the most !!

                                                   

                                                       Retarded pose !!!!

                                                                 Prom king of that day !!!!

Most caring form teacher , Ms chan !!


michelle.....!!!

Well there are more and I uploaded all on my facebook. 

Monday, 2 July 2012

I am 17!! being 17!!

Being 17, I guess it will be more stressful because I cannot act like a kid anymore , or maybe I can? I wanna thank my mum for giving birth to me because I know it was really not easy. When I am born at that time, my head was too big and got stuck. The doctor has no choice but to use some kind of equipment to pull me out and told my mum to be prepared for it because baby is very fragile. ( can u imagine how’s my mum’s feeling at that time ? anxious , scared, her first child ) but Yay, I am still here with my head still very big…haha ( I am born this way ). I also wanna thank my uncle for buying me my birthday cake because initially I thought no one is going to buy a cake for me and I am having no chance to make a wish. Thanks uncle for buying me a very traditional birthday cake, it reminds me of how I used to celebrate my birthday when I was 4 or 5 ….haha, Love it so much !!! and from what I can remember , my own father has never remember my birthday and has never buys a birthday cake for me during my entire 17 life , but that’s okay ….
I did not really celebrate my birthday , but went shopping with my cousins. Hell yeah! I love shopping !!!after that I had lunch with my cousins and one of their friend. Then we went K box with their another friends.(they have a lot of friends)
Even  though I don’t really know them , but they are very friendly and nice, they wished me happy birthday and one of the guy even paid for my K box fees, I didn’t had a chance to thank him!! He is so nice !!!thanks !!!
At night I have my cousin aged 9 to 13 singing birthday song for me, haha…this is so nice..I love Birthday !! haha ….and also thank all my friend who gave me present !!!! thank u all so much !!! “ I is so like it !!!”

lunch !!!!

yogurt green milk tea, taste a bit weird though

4 ladies....

My cousin's friend , xiao ko chin, she looks beautiful...:)




my cousin. jynki.....^_^






my cousin, junmy......



thank u wan zhi for ur amazing birthday gift!!! is a mask , cookies and chocolate .....^__^


smile cookies ...hope I can have a simle like the cookies everyday ....:)




All pass chocolate, hope I eat them I will pass my exam !!! haha
it is Assam red tea flavour and yorgurt....nice


yorgurt flavour
Assam red tea flavour
this mask is really cool ....the fragrant is really nice ...it smells like sweet berries ....and its for all skin type, esp for uneven skin colour, rough &losse skin....i tried and I like it very much ...

last but not least is my traditional birthday cake from my uncle ...
haha , thank u uncle ....I love it so much !!!
There are more photos but it is all in my cousin's camera, i guess she is too lazy to pass it to me ...haha....so that's all for now ....

Wednesday, 20 June 2012

Thanks All my BFF!!! I AM SO HAPPY !!!!

Yesterday was my another happy day, but I decided to blog it today, reason is because I am very lazy to take pictures yesterday, so I blog today !
Can u imagine how many OMG I had said yesterday? Is like more than x1000++ times. Very exaggerate? Yesterday, 2 of my Bff (yizhen&Cheryl ) did gave me surprise too!!!My life is so full of surprise, LOVE IT!!!haha
We had social studies lesson, so we went to school & have lesson. I was sitting with Calidear in class and Yi zhen & Cheryl were sitting together. Then there’s a small break, so I told calidear I wanted to go toilet, she said “okay , let’s go together .”
After we came back from toilet, we continue the lesson. So after the teacher finished the lesson, everyone was like packing their stuff and getting ready to go home. I have a habit, when I am packing to leave, I will always check underneath the  table whether did I leave anything underneath. So I saw a very nice paper bag and some more is M.A.C!!! I took it out and opened it and saw a Mac lipstick. I was like “ wa!!!! MAC cosmetic lipstick sia !!!!” then calidear said “ why u take out other’s people thing ? Put it back lah”
I really put it back , and then I was thinking to myself ( haha, who is that stupid who forgot to take her MAC LIPSTICK BACK ?so stupid sia ! ) really I was thinking in this way , and I am very bad , I was also thinking to myself(I think that girl forgot to take it back , and won’t come back to look for it , maybe I can bring home and use it ? OMG I GOT FREE MAC LIPSTICK!!!) I am very bad right? yeah, I know !
Then I think again, and talk to myself(no uh ,I remember when I came into my class just now and check the under table , there’s was nothing uh, ) then , I took out the Mac paper bag and see, there’s 2 birthday cards, then I know is yi zhen and Cheryl birthday gift to me , I was really too shocked and keep on OMG OMG OMG! I felt so surprised again !!! I become so hyper at that time! The teacher even thought that there’s something like an insect inside the bag and asked what happened? Is  she happy or she is afraid of something inside the bag? Then calidear told the teacher I was actually too happy because that was my birthday present . Then the teacher said happy birthday to me!! I told him is actually in advance and told him maybe he could also buy the MAC cosmetic to his wife. Haha, I was really happy and cannot maintain myself. I feel like I have friends around me I am so 幸福 (happiness)!!!!Without a BF but having all my BFF around me is already enough le!!! They are really the ones I needed the most! I seriously love them a lot !!! Here are the photos!!!

sorry uh!! let me show off and "zi lian" for a while lah ....haha, thanks !!!




this is so nice!! haha, thanks cheryl for drawing this MAC birthday cake ,love it <3

no, cheryl, this is already ur very big big big " xin yi " for me already ! haha!!
 haha, cheryl , yeah , the colour really suits me a lot !!! thanks !!!


aww, yi zhen took the effort to cut a love shape for me !!! thank u !!!


haha, yeah , one more year to legal clubbing !!!got u all , i everyday is so cheerful!!!
 okay , now is the time for me to  "zi lian "

haha, my mouth look a bit like duck !!! a bit gross !! sorry !!
but i love the colour though, thanks cheryl and yizhen for choosing this amazing colour !!!
no eyeliner , fakelashers, mascara this time round, just contact lense :)
I love my pictures puzzle too !!!! haha!!thanks calidear!!!

thanks all my friend for the amazing birthday gift!!! I really love it a lot !! thanks for all the amazing surprise !!!!I AM SO "XIN FU" to have all my bff around me .....<3