half a year has gone ............

A long story that I am going to share .

Wow is so long since I start writing , haha , like who will even care to read my blog .

But it’s okay , at least I am writing out my feelings again .

This half a year was really fast for me .

I became bad and became good again .

My relationships between my family were better and I am so glad about it and thank god for letting me having a better relationship with my family members.

 I had let go of all the hatred I had with my father , living in hatred is just bad . while I am learning to let go of hatred and learn to love more , I feel so much better . this is the thing that I thought I will not be able to experience it .

I started to believe in god , I feel god presence . 

I am a broken person, and I am healing from it . 

I lose weight .

After I lose weight I don’t feel my body is good because I am getting sick easily.

I treasure everything right now, and I am stress now .

I am slowly overcoming my stress and I will overcome it one day .

I am hoping for a better life and trying to find out how am I going to have a better life .

I got judge by others people who I don’t know and they always stared at me when I don’t even know them . HAHA .

So I am going to write out the things right here .